Sunday, April 30, 2023

The Track Meet

I got to cheer Ava and Peyton on at their kiddie track meet. 


Ava with one of her award ribbons.


Peyton waiting for his next activity.


Peyton with his dad Justin.


Ava getting 1st place for running.



Ava and mom Amber taking a break.


Peyton after crossing the finish line.


Peyton, Justin, and Ava.

Thursday, April 27, 2023

Half Love

The bread crumbs

The precious scraps

The meager subsistence


I have always had to make do with less

A lifetime of half love has left me hungry


The one who makes me laugh gives himself so easily to others

I am the healthy choice for a man who built his life on impulses

No wonder I must look so unappealing


The one who brought me consistency also brought me fear

He felt familiar, and that is what made him dangerous

Reminding me of all the demons I had already slain


I am no longer interested in trying to walk through closed doors or old graveyards.


Some days I am reminded of the endless love I have just under the surface

What a joy to be fully unleashed


I had to let go of “someday”, it was too much weight to carry


I’ve learned to refuse scraps

There is no amount of bread crumbs that will lead me where I want to be


Monday, April 17, 2023

Tournament of The Rose 2023

We headed to south Florida for the Tournament of The Rose.


Sergio and I drove together. Got to start the trip with an angry selfie.


Dan and Tiger under the pavilion.


Red with his girlfriend Anna (this was her first SCA event).


Blaze (Keith T.) resting between fights.


Agustín (Sergio) on the right in the final round with Brian while Oskar (Keith H.) looked on.



Agustín (Sergio) won the fight and was named Champion of The Rose.



Agustín (Sergio) and Dan.


Agustín (Sergio) with his award after court.


Myself and Agustín (Sergio) with St. Tiger and her radiant halo.

Tuesday, April 11, 2023

Tuesday, April 4, 2023

Spring Coronation 2023

Local Spring Coronation at the SCA. 


Dressed up for morning court.


Baron Toramasa (T.S.) and Baroness Aki (Elizabeth) receiving a beautiful scroll handmade and presented by Finnguala (Susan).


Emmanuel (Jeremiah) in his incredible garb, complete with googly eyes. 


Allison (Vicky) and Emmanuel (Jeremiah).


Myself and Allison (Vicky).


Myself with Tiger and Will.


My cadet brother Blaze (Keith T.) in the middle fighting against Master Robert while Sibilla and Agustín (Sergio) watch.


Tiger was also kind enough to take video of me (on the left in blue) fighting against Seosaidh. 


Earlier in the day Agustín (Sergio) was chosen to participate in the Queen’s Invitational Rapier Tournament and won. Here he is at court receiving his award.


Agustín (Sergio) and Blaze (Keith T.).

Photo by Tiger Worrell.

Blaze (Keith T.), Agustín (Sergio), and myself.


Birthday Girl Tiger got awarded with The Argent Palm of Trimaris.