Currents and Color: February 2023

Tuesday, February 28, 2023

Stuffies

I realized one day that after years of adulting I had somehow ended up with having two stuffed animals on my bed. I used to carry around stuffed toys all the time when I was a kid. One particular favorite, a little green bear I called Tiger, was a constant companion for over four years. She had been washed a thousand times and had all the battles scars that proved she was well loved. I still have her, but somewhere along the way in an attempt to get closer to maturity I moved my stuffed animals out of sight.

Despite my best efforts at adulthood and after all this time, they found their way back.

The Hello Kitty was from Build-A-Bear probably around 2004-2006. My early college years. I always had a soft spot for Hello Kitty and at the time I was dating a guy who never lost his love of toys. He took me to Build-A-Bear and I had a fun time watching her get filled with fluff and picking out her little dress.

I must have moved seven or eight times after that. She got put in a box and was shuffled from place to place. I almost forgot I had her. Then Covid hit.

At that point I’d already been living alone for a while but for the better part of two years I was almost completely isolated. I was still able to call my friends and visit family from time to time, but what I craved was to be comforted. I went through the box that had all my stuffed animals and I found her again. Not being from my childhood she was still in good shape. I know it was silly, but it made me feel a little better. To hold on to some small comfort from my childhood.

The bear wearing a pig costume I purchased recently as a whim from T.J. Maxx. So silly and absurdly cute, I just couldn’t resist.

And there they were basking in the sun. Fluffy reminders of what I used to love so much as a child.

That hazy place between maturity and rediscovery.

Sunday, February 12, 2023

Trident 2023

Got to go to another beautiful SCA event at Trident. Trident holds a special place in my heart because it was the event where I got authorized and fought in my first fencing tournament in back in 2019.

It was also a special day because we got to see so many elevations. Oskar (Keith H.) got elevated to Master of Defense, Vivienne (Erika) got elevated to the Order of The Pelican, and Phillip got his White Scarf. It was so amazing to see their hard work rewarded!

Tiger ran the event beautifully, which was no small task! She really put so much time and effort into making Trident such a wonderful event! Freyja (Sunny) provided us with a fabulous tent to set up on the field so we had a place to hang out during the day. And my cadet brother Javier got authorized and fought in his first tournament!

Myself and Sergio on the way to the event with a fully packed car. (He loves to make faces when I’m trying to take pictures).

Rurik, Agustín (Sergio), and Freyja (Sunny) under our tent.

Javier, on the right, fighting in his first tournament against Master Robert.

Agustín (Sergio) in his match against Grainne (Cathleen), while Baroness Thyri (Melissa) looks on.

Agustín (Sergio) in the final match against Emmanuel (Jeremiah) while Baron Tóki (Joseph) and Baroness Thyri (Melissa) eagerly await the outcome.

Agustín (Sergio) and Emmanuel (Jeremiah) before the Baron and Baroness. Agustín had won the fight but requested the Barons name Emmanuel as the champion.